Pending

Today I sent emails to True North's office, and Dr. Welby's office, asking them about the DIEP procedure and their patients experiences, and a few other questions.  I also checked back with the insurance company; their answer regarding payment of Dr. Hands is still pending.


Pending.


In the period before the decision or conclusion of.


That's me.


I feel like my life is pending.


Hurry up, hurry up, hurry up and 


WAIT!


Waiting waiting waiting...


Waiting to finish chemo.


Waiting for side effects to go away


Waiting to return to work.


Waiting for the insurance company.


Waiting to make my decision regarding plastic surgery.


Waiting for my surgery.


Waiting to recover from my surgery.


Waiting to see what my new body will look like.


Waiting for radiation.


Waiting for my hair to grow back.


Waiting for life after a cancer diagnosis.


Pending.


In the period before the decision or conclusion of.


Uh huh.


You notice I changed my blog colors to purple?


Tired of the breast cancer pink.


Purple is the cancer survivor color.


Pending survivor.


I'll be glad when I take that huge leap from "in treatment" to SURVIVOR.


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